large bright commons with coffee shops and tables that fill the room. students grouped together, computers open and ipods rolling. in a sea of people you wouldn't expect the feeling of being alone.... lonely. now i'm not saying that i'm depressed and lonely. but i am saying that it feels like i shouldn't be back in school yet, its a full year at my door step and i'm not ready to open the door yet. the feeling of being lonely is directly a result of everyone seeming so ready and excited for their classes and the year at hand. i'm lost in my emotions towards school and even more towards where i should take my life this year..... where i should try to grow and change the most.
the best i can do and the most i can hope for on this first day back is relatively simple. that i stay true to myself and never compromise myself and my reputation for the sake of something less. that i push myself to the fullest of my ability in my classes. and finally that i learn to take my life in the path that will best benefit me and God's plan/intentions for me. these are my hopes, these are my dreams, these are my prayers.
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